Dear Diary

Day 1 of Year 51…

Yesterday I celebrated my 51st trip around the Sun. The past year has given me a clearer view of what that actually means. While it is referenced as my BIRTH day, I’ve come to realize that a person has many BIRTH days along this Journey called Life. How you grow and what you learn fron those births is vital to the process of traveling around the Sun.

Everyday I ask for a sign to show me if I’m on the right path and if I’m serving my true purpose. Ironically, when I get those affirmation signs I find myself questioning whether I’m strong enough, good enough, or even worthy enough to carry out the mission. Am I a hypocrite? Is my Purpose Driven vision as blurred as my earthly vision? Do I really understand how to walk by Faith and not by Sight?

My goal is to ‘help others help themselves’. Butterfly Effect is meant to be my way of doing that. I won’t lie and say it comes natural. It should, but the human side of me makes it more complicated some days. I want to spend days and nights just helping others see their potential and learning how to flap their own wings. But then ‘reality’ kicks me down and tells me to conform to how society thinks I should BE.

Well, I can’t keep traveling around the Sun if I don’t start taking advantage of BIRTHdays and prove to mySELF that My Purpose and Potential IS Greater Than My Past Pains and Problems.

If I write, you will read. If I talk, you will listen. If I cry, will you care?

I AM YOU!!!

BrandCamille 😘💜🦋