Dear Diary

Day 3 of Year 51

Today’s entry is a little late (8+hrs) … I used the time wisely and got some much needed rest. Working a day job and covering an occasional overnight audit will drain the body quicker than partying for 3 straight days – trust me, I’ve got plenty of comparison data! Lol

However comma the need to post and keep putting myself out here is paramount to the forward progress of My Purpose Driven mission. The past few days have been a rollercoaster of emotions, thoughts and revelations. I’m at another crossroad, actually more like a fork in the road, and have to make a decision on which path to take. Again, I subconsciously hear my relative asking ‘why can’t you keep a job?’ And again I must speak to My Soul and remind mySELF that these j.o.b.s can NOT keep ME! It’s scary to think about the number of individuals who have to ‘keep a job’ to just pay bills and provide a mediocre “society affirming” life for their families. While the ones who approve and sign your paycheck are taking their families on multi-million dollar vacays and living in communities where you don’t fit in! Make it make sense…

Hell, I can’t even make it make sense. My children are all adults now, and they are choosing their own paths to their Purpose Driven mission. Please note how I don’t use the term ‘success’. That term is so fluid, and pressure loaded, that I choose not to use it when describing the future of My Village and I. We have setbacks and process, all of which are lessons and requirements to ensure Our Village Empire/Collective keeps going forward along the Purpose Driven mission.

I AM grateful for the BEautiful Ones who have either crossed by or walked side-by-side along my life journey path! It’s because of them I AM able to confidently and with faith close one door, knowing that there are other doors and windows waiting to BE opened. I KNOW that the Blessings made just for me, will eventually reach ME.

Why can’t YOU keep a job? Why can’t a j.o.b keep ME? WE are each other’s keepers!

I AM YOU and YOU ARE ME 😘💜🦋

Brand Camille